Well I'll be damned I forgot this exsisted until someone brought it to my attention that I was still on this so I figured might as well say something.

The last 2 years have been pretty crazy. Most of you know I now go to school over in Danbury, CT rather then my original college Manhattanville. Had to change due to unfortunate events. I learned that if things are ment to be they will be and mark and i are perfect proof of that. We'll be dating for over 2 years which is just insane and he isn't being held hostage hahaha. But it's going to be a crazy next couple of months i'm going to be taking courses all summer which equals no life for me. I'm trying to graduate early but there is always another obstacle in my way which is because of my transfering. Mark will be graduating from graduate school in December and most likely moving back home to PA. Which will quite interesting considering we've never done a real long distance thing. I don't consider Mahopac to Whiteplains long distance in anyway it's only 32 miles, but 173 miles is a little different. We will both be on 2 different levels at that point. Him looking for a job trying to become financially stable and I'll either be graduating at that point or still in school for another semester. I can't personally wait to get out of college and eventually out of this area (or hoping so). I'm at the point in my life where I need to grow and this area isn't the place for me to do that.  

I can't believe how fast time has been flying... guess thats what happens when your having fun

I don't really know what i should be saying haven't done this in a while so excuse this if it all doesn't make much sense .
I thought it was funny about the 7 / 100 i'll be proud to say my grades have increased greatly from that day hahahaha

i didn't just get a 7 on a test out of a 100 yes i did.... damn i'm good

hey haven't done this thing in a while maybe because once again i forgot i had it. starting the new semster is already becoming fairly tuff. i'm trying to be a full time student and hold a full time job and hold together my relationship with my boyfriend that couldn't be going any better. trying to get into the real world in some way... maybe i'm trying to grow up to fast... but it will benifit someway in the future im sure. but other then that just been trying to catch up with people. i had so much work to do so i better get started with it.
bye

So pretty much i did the whole puerto rico thing...
new years went to a friends house  in brewester and i have to say it was a kick ass start to the new year
left for puerto rico on new years day and from that moment on well it was sick and insane. shannon adn myself in puerto rico damn what bad thing to do. going to bars, random parties, braking into public beaches, thinking the cool thing to do is walk to wallgreens at 3am i think it was idk it was late in montare or something like that, BACARDI distillery should i saw more??
all i know is that winter break was sucking the big one but it's getting better ever since new years :)
hopefully everyones year is starting off on the good foot

i'm home till the 16th if anyone is curious i've seen a couple people i never talked to in high school and regret it because i was to shallow to look at them past then what i assumed who they were. oh well
kim

Puerto Rico here I come!!! be back the 7th
hopefully everyone had a safe and happy new yr!
--Kim

Current Mood: excited

merry christmas and happy holidays everyone....
everyone pray for my grandma she is very sick.... she has lung cancer which we found out on christmas eve and she has broncitis and the flu right now and is running a 103 fever... she couldn't spend christmas with the family she isn't allowed out...
thanks everyone
<3 Kim

Current Mood: sad

I'm home now it's 4:03am and i can't sleep i'm usually up this late.
Hopefully everyone has a great holiday and new year... since everyone is pretty much hoe now and anyone wants to chill give a call....

finished christmas shopping today it sucked ran into to many people of my past in the last 24 hrs acutually all my ex boyfriends lol which is always awesome. yeah thats that

i pasted my first semster of college... yeah i didn't fail anything


i'm leaving for puerto rico jan 2nd- jan 10th so what now
shannon get ready to deal with me some more :) you thought doing semester in the city you were getting away from me hahaha i think not!!! miss ya babes!

ok thats it later

Current Mood: tired

the other night went to empress... sorry brandon i missed you play :( it was awesome i saw some old people from north salem... that was definatly a surprise.. we saw motion city soundtrack, t-bomb, and some other random bands... shannon came the synth player for motion city signed our shirts and shannon got justins guitar pic. other then that fun stuff... been doing none of my work and liking it ::evil laugh::

took jess on a drive the other night... taught her how to drive the hutch.. i'm very proud of the fact she made it there and back kudos to you!!

ahhhhh finals!!!
they suck ass....
what have i been doing....
starting shit with the lacrosse team, attempting to keep my roomate here and kiddnapping her soo she doesn't leave next semester for the city, attempting to do work, of course meeting new people- which is retarded because it's the end of the semester... writing papers up the ass...
umm yeah soo that pretty much covers it... other then just attempting to get by

Home on either thursday or friday depending on who is still around here at school....
still planning on hitting up putero rico the first week of jan.
going back to school i believe it's something like the jan 18th
>> not sure though, so don't hold me to it<<

Current Mood: stressed

OK... Honestly shit just sucks ass.
Unfortunally i'm home sitting up at 2:54am. Walked in about 2:25am went and had a wonderful night with my girl Lindsey. She showed up at my house at a time we both agreed on and i decided the cool thing to do was not to be there when she showed up and make her wait 30mins before i got there. Yeah so where was i you may ask?? shopping... i needed new clothes... college is killing me. Went and saw National Traesure- i thought it was a good movie. It's great when you laugh when no one else does. Then headed to the diner which consisted of eatting nachos that look like dog food putting sugar packets on them that I randomly say "its snowing in mexico", being little kids and playing with ring tones and mushing our food together. Having people stare and a chick we both knew walked out of the bathroom with a line of toliet paper on her foot...yeah laughted for a good amount of time because of that. So when i went shopping there was a guy there randomly saw the same guy at the movie theater and randomly saw him again at the diner..... seeing the same guy 3 times not knowing who he is........ is just sketchy.......

Had lunch with bri today... haven't seen her in a while.... dropped her off at her job then went and taught piano lesssons.....


I'm writing about random shit because i'm bored as shit.... i'm not tired enough to sleep. I have my first lesson at 10:30am teaching 3 kids tomarrow then getting to see a friend i worked with this summer..... sooo excited.

Promise to self.... i wanna vist shannon in puerto rico..... i really want it to happen. I mean i say i'll go vist this one and that one but i'm serious this time mostly because shannon (if you don't know she is my roomate) she is soo original and scarcasticly funny. Like i am sooo glad that her old roomate was cruel and wanted to kill her lol because she lives with me. Like I love the fact we get along... although i wass horribly gangsta at first lol. and i'm glad she's been there.... in all situations.... i'm just thankful her and i get along so well. But idk what the point of that was but i do wanna vist her i pr.

Ok i'm getting tired.... going to turn on a movie and hopefully pass out........
peace


Thanks Lindz for this being stuck in my head
EMINEM LYRICS

"Ass Like That"

[Chorus]
The way you shake it, I can't believe it
I ain't never seen an ass like that
The way you move it, you make my pee pee go
Doing, doing, doing

I don't believe it, it's almost too good to be true
I ain't never seen an ass like that
The way you move it, you make my pee pee go
Doing, doing, doing

The way she moves she's like a belly dancer
She's shaking that ass to that new nelly jam, I
Think someones at the door
But I don't think I'm gonna answer
Police saying "freeze"
Doing, doing, doing
What do you mean freeze?
Please, I'm a human being, I have needs
I'm not done, not till I'm finish peeing
I am not resisting arrest, I am agreeing Mr. Officer
I'm already on my knees
I can't get on the ground any further, it's impossible for me
And do not treat me like a murderer, I just like to pee, pee, pee
Yes, I make r&b, I sing song it go
Ring-a-chong, a-ching-chong-chong-chong-ching
Psych, I joke, I joke, I kidd, I kidd
If I offend I'm sorry, please, please forgive
For I am Triumph, the puppet dog, I am a mere puppet
I can get away with anything I sing, you will love it

[Chorus]

Jessica Simpson, looks oh so temptin'
Nick I ain't never seen an ass like that
Everytime I see that show on MTV my pee pee goes
Doing, doing, doing

Mary-Kate and Ashley used to be so wholesome
Now they're getting older, they're starting to grow bum bums
I go to the movies and sit down with my pop corn
Police saying "freeze"
Doing doing doing
What do you mean freeze?
Geez, I just got my seat
I have ticket, look, I put away my zipper zipped
Please do not remove me from this movie theater please
I did not even get to see Mary-Kate shower scene
I didn't mean to be obscene or make a great big scene
And don't treat me like I'm pee wee herman, this movies PG
Mr. Officer, I demand to see my attorney
I will simply plead innocent, cop a plea and be free
Free, yes, free, right back on the streets
What you mean my lawyer's with Michael, he's too busy?
I am Triumph, Britney Spears has shoulders like a man
And I can say that and you'll laugh cuz that is a puppet on my hand

[Chorus]

Hilary Duff is not quite old enough so
I ain't never seen a butt like that
Maybe next year I'll say ass and she'll make my pee pee go
Doing, doing, doing

The way she moves she dances like a go-go
In that video she sings get out your bozo
I need a new boyfriend, hi my name is JoJo
Police saying "freeze"
Doing, doing, doing
What do you mean freeze?
My computers would be seized and my keys to my ranch
I just baked cookies Mr. Officer, looky, take a whiff of these
Here, I make Jesus juice, take a sip of this
Nobody is safe from me, no not even me
I don't even know if I can say the word pee pee, pee
On the radio, but I think I did
Janet, is that a breast, I think I just saw a tit
Psych, I joke, I joke, I kidd, I kidd
I don't think my joke is working, I must flee quick
Get to the chopper, everybody get out
I am not Triumph, I am Arnold, get down

[Chorus]

So Gwen Stefani, will you pee pee on me please?
I ain't never seen an ass like that
Cuz the way you move it, you make my pee pee go
Doing, doing, doing

Fuck is wrong with you? (ha!)

Current Mood: lonely

Alright so my I realize that I haven't updated in like a month.... but mainly because shit has been really been taking up my time. And I don't mean the shit from the college food. But like classes. I wish there was a way to live at college but not actully attend the classes. anyone else feel that way?

Went home last weekend, saw ritesh in night of the living dead... awesome job to everyone in that. But it was like a high school again everyone that I expected to be there was. It was sorta weird seeing faces again. Actully to be honest i hated it, i'm definatly a different person since high school and being there with the same faces again well i rather them see me know rather what they have stuck in there heads...
Saw Evan that was a highlight of the night nice hair dude and the same to everyone else well in seeing them not the hair thing....

Spent Johnny's last night in mahopac with him... saddest night ever but we definatly made up for time lost. Chillin with the rest of his crew... I have to say he left mahopac with a fairly chill ass party if u call it that? But to my nija turtle loving, gave you your first karate kiss, to our playground marriage sweetheart i'm going to miss you soo much! i love you kidd no doubt no doubt

Went and saw Le Tigre at irving plaza on monday night.... what an interesting concert... I had a bunch of fun thanks Shannon and Sal for the birthday gift you guys are awesome!! Big Lovely sooo rocked my sox lol and so did those old guys that jammed out
---- while back tracking I saw Beauty and the Beast in the nose bleed section with jess, jay, and ryan. It was alright bell had a horrible voice i thought though... but we decided to try and see another musical with the no money we had. So what we did wass play the lottery and we one tickets for Rent. Sat front row center i teared i loved it... thats all


Last night was my birthday... finally 18 thank god... i am pissed with the fact i missed election day by one day. Shit outta luck for me. But went home saw some people and family. Didn't do anything to speical i had a 9:20 class this morning i couldn't really do much plus i had a meeting at 10 last night for the radio station. Thanks everyone....

Nothing really else is going on. I wanted to have people here this weekend but everyone is so busy...which sucks a lot. I'm getting my pictures developed from this summer finally... well from my 6 flags trip and to be honest i don't want them to come back.... i don't want to remember that time when i thought i was more then what i am now... or whatever i am. I'm surprised i wasn't the one thats her now. Only if you knew how much this is hurting me. But obviously it doesn't bother you so in that respect i'm no longer going to care because i can't live in wondering. You said be you when you go there live the way you should well i'm here and i still wanted what you said i couldn't because i should go in clear and you knew i didn't want it clear. you were afraid to hurt me well i have to say this hurt more then anything else you could have done. I was never what you said i was.

But all in all i'm extremely happy at school with the people here who have saved me I just hope everything stays this way for a little while longer....

Current Mood: indescribable

To be perfectly honest i forgot i had one of these till my roomate checked her's yesterday. I came home today I'm sitting in my kitchen at 12:03 on this lovely later friday night. Writing out this post...
College for the most part is pretty tight there is nothing to do unless you have a car at manhattanville at least.
I'm still going for music education- music classes are pretty good there but you gotta do what you gotta do.
I'm definatly finding myself out more at school.
         --------> at fall jam is a massive party on campus probably one of the best nights in the world :) ..... well lets just say at 3:30am i get the muchies nothing is open on campus so tara, shannon ( my 2 roomates), d , sal and me all go to mc'd's in bridgeport? i think i don't even know where we ended up lol. We walk in and all over the floor is red stuff...... the guy was mopping it up.... the mop was originally white and it ended up then being red. There previously was a gang fight of 15 people before we got there. The sick fucks that we are we still got food and drove back to school. what a day and night that was........ i was carried back to the room from the trash room because of my random falling in the hallway wowzers
      -----------> so one night we go to cold stone for ice cream and we come back to school and at this point it is down pouring it was one of those nights of that serious heavy rain. so it was tara, shannon, d, and me going from the parking lot to our dorm building and see i'm not slick at all and this is why...... what happened was shannon and i were running... and well i went running torwards the grass and there was a rope around the grass. well guess what. I ran right into the rope and crashed into the muddy grass. What a night...........

Honestly i'm enjoying school.... but the thing is when i'm there i wish i was home when i'm home I wish i was at school sometimes there is really no happy medium. It sucks royally for the most part. But it's getting easier. I am glad that I have met the people that I have. Like randomly getting lost in White Plains- To random stops at Stop and Shop- driving to Fairfield for the diner there- healing wednesday's - little fishy!! but the h is slient we have a fish it's tara's- we have a "bra" hanging from our dorm window-

but i am interning right now for the radio station at my school on wednesday nights from 1-3am on WMVL it's pretty cool my mentor dude is this guy carl he's pretty chill.....

anyways thats really all i got to say. but in all honestly i'm glad i'm out of high school and in college and doing what i like to do
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i came home this weekend for my cusins bridal shower she's getting married in december...... but i went to homecoming tonight couple people said i look a lot older. Which in my eyes is awesome they said it's probably because of the fact i am in college but i'm ok with it. Tomarrow i am going to my brothers football game- going out to lunch with my girl lindsey that i haven't seen in forever!!! getting my cell phone fixed - then hopefully going back to school.

anyways people im going to do laundry and get some work done. But everyone stay safe!! and hopefully everyone else is having a blast where ever they are.
peace out cub scouts!

Current Mood: working

I have to say college isn't really what i thought. i was thinking more doing everything i was never able to do. Idk maybe because i expected to much. At the moment i'm really not able to do anything like going out. I am sick again this time with pneumina, spelled that wrong but i'm to lazy to look up spelling. But i have that and developed asmatha spelled that wrong to i know... but i'm just sick and tired of always being sick. But whatever, school is going good i'm at manhattenville i get along well with my roomate and we jsut got a new one today i live ina quad... people are always welcome to come vist. but i have a paper due in the morning and i need to finish. i don't have much to say because being sick just makes me really depressed. it makes me think and honestly not about the better things in life.... i really want to know why i never have had an ear infection, or strep throat, or the chicken pox i get stuff like honestly who gets pneumina in like the summer/fall??

i also am the same girl who enrolls into college in less then 24 hrs yes it's possible......
hope everyone is having a good time if u drink have one for me since i can't i hate meds........

Been in a major problem lately with college. Concordia no longe offers music education the professor with the PHD retired and they haven't found anyone else. They decided to call me to tell me that i need to figure something out to do. Thank god briana was here... But the options they gave me were either:
1. stay for 1st semester then transfer out
2. stay for the yr then transfer out
3. minor in music education then major in something else and get my masters later on in life
4. change my major

Honestly i was a reck because they tell me 5 days before i move in that i'm going there just to transfer out. To make new friends get all my shit settled to leave. I had a meeting today with the dean and a music professor discussing what i'm going to do. I'm not in any way changing my major i have worked way to hard in preparing for auditions and shit thats not happening. I don't want to minor in it it's my major so thats out. I"m not going to stay for a semester and then transfer thats retarded. So i'm staying for the full yr and transfering out. I'm looking into manhattevville again considering i was already accepted there. I did my audition there and I pasted so hopefully i won't have to re audition. If i can't get in well i'm going to be in rare form because then i need to go college searching all over again and re-audition and start all over. But I'm just going to get through the year keep my grades good so when i transfer it looks good. All of this has been bullshit. I feel completely screwed over. My parents went down with me today so we're going to see what happens as of right now i am going there and i'm going to be taking core classes that are transferable to the colleges i'm going to be re applying to. So I sorta took care of that bull shit today.... like my dad said if your not going to shit don't sit on the toliet.... sometimes my dad can be too funny.
thank god for robby yesterday though he was the first one to find out with bri she was sweet enough to run get my phone. I was honestly afraid that i wasn't going to be able to see him anymore because i wasn't going to be near him but i realized no matter where i go i'm going to see him and all my other friends. Everyone helped out soo much yesterday thanks guys a lot it was really depressing i felt completely collegeless and i really really really hope manhattenville accepts me i don't want to reaudition
i'll keep this updated........... going outside then going to briana's tonight for a little while. then maybe i'll find out if later jd can come out and play so we can set up a play date.... lol 
later hopefully everyone is having a blast in college if  your not there yet have fun!  

Current Mood: aggravated

I haven't updated in a while due to the fact i totally for got in the last couple weeks since i last updated i had one of these......
I went to 6 flags with JD, Robby, & Erik it was completly awesome I've deicded that Warped Tour and 6 Flags has been the major high lights of my summer... of course next comes the parites that i remember and the get togethers with friends....
My hanging out with my favorite person in my life definatly was up there with everything...because i did everything with this person even to falling in love.... i guess every good thing must come to an end though- soo i'm looking forward to next summer.
I have to say the people I got really close to this summer are the people i would say are my closest friends right now. Thank god 2 of them are close to my school which i now feel so much more comfortable about. I know if i needed something they're right there which makes the biggest difference in the world.
To my lil sister i'm going to miss a lot... france was bad enough but at least we are in the same country and state this time lol
I leave for school the Sept 2nd honestly if anyone wants to hang out you gotta tell me i can't read your minds.....

My roomate is from Texas..... she moved there from Idaho as one person would say only me. I like her though her name is Ariel.

Bye everyone if i don't talk to you have a great yr at college or high school

ok sooo last night was pretty awesome.... evan it was great to see u i haven't in such a long time.... i thought maybe u died and fell off the face of the earth and living on pluto or something because i had talked to u but never saw since school ended.... and i met the famous tony that i talked to when i was in maryland soo that was cool. chilled out last night saw some others stopping by at where i was at.... but other then that the summer has been totally kicking ass... i went and saw warped tour last weekend with jd, erik, dania, and brian. it was pretty sweet... i did the moshing thing which was awesome... and the crowd surfers who kick u in the head how can u not love it....other then that trying to see as many people as possible. and just having fun
if anyone wants to hang out before they leave let me know i'm definatly game for it i leave the 2nd i still haven't recieved any information on my college like roomate or my classes... really bothered by it but whatever.
talk to you or see u all soon.

Current Mood: thirsty

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me? or did you ever have a crush on me?
5. have we kissed??? if no, Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When’s the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. what is the biggest memory you have of me?

Around 6:00pm 2 cop cars come flying up Cherry Hill rd. With them came a detective who jumped out of his car ran to his trunk to pull out a bullet proove vest and take out a shot gun. As more cop cars arrive including the Carmel, Kent, and State Police. We all watched out the windows from our houses to see the cops searching the areas, at one point some ran behind the cop cars for cover. A little while later they brought out the dogs to check the area. About 10 mins after the dogs show up then the helicopter came and started searching out the area (ariel view). It was really scary seeing this light going across your front lawn because there was a helicopter searching our property for the suspects. Cherry Hill was blocked off for about 2 1/2 hrs. (which is how long all this lasted)
We found out that the reason for all of this was because a lady was in her house and gun shots where fired hitting the house. She called the cops when the cops arrived shots where still going off and he called for backup, and thats what showed up. There were 2 guys wearing all black with masks on- I have no idea if they where caught.

So much for me going out tonight.... I couldn't even get out of my driveway this all was like 100ft away from my house. What a night.
I was scared shittless.  Greg had all his friends over swimming so since I have the front room we watched out my window all 6 of us. It was like the movie "The Burbs" with Tom Hanks. The whole thing was insane everything looked like it was coming out of a movie.

Everyone be safe and have a good night!! I'm going to attempt to get some sleep..........
What I can't believe that this happened around here.... honestly I never thought I would see a helicopter searching around my house. 

Current Mood: uncomfortable

Work today was awesome... my little boyfriend- Brian tried to be all slick and sneek up on me... he put his hands on my shoulders... said, "hey baby, whats up?" and started massaging my shoulders... it was soo disturbing and yet soo funny cause this 7yr old thinks he has game! then during free swim he takes the fun noodle and puts water in it and dumps water all over me... sooo we came to the conclusion his noodle exploded all over me and i ended up all wet...... wonderful thing to go around camp..... then one guy at work says "kim why are you talking to that boy i'm your boyfriend" Brian like flipped out... walks up to the guy and is like she's my girlfriend and makes fists and pretty much gets his dukes up! i was talking to the directors son... and he walks his little butt up to him and said stop trying to steal my girlfriend she's mine...... this guy is 21 with a 7 yr old telling him who to talk to. it was sooo funny!!! we were cracking up. (thank god tomarrow is my little boyfriends last day)

I get home.... attempted to make plans for tonight.... well it didn't work sooo i sat home did laundry and cleaned up the bomb shell aka my room. Talked on the phone earlier with Rob... i just wanted to comment he's aweosme!!! i explained camp stories to him and i think he actully liked them............
like today at camp this 9 yr old girl said i have to poop sooo we tell her to bring a buddy to the bathroom.... well 5 sec's later the buddy comes running over," she needs help" as we say why's that... we find out she didn't make it to the potty fast enough and shitted in her pants--- so we had to tell the director and get her all cleaned up what an experiance... seriously the kids at the camp have shitting issues yesterday was "i can't poop here"..... "why not"..... "because mommy doesn't let other people wipe my ass!!!" omg nothing gets better then that- how can u look a kid straight in the face after that. we have some weird thing going around camp like "cock sucky"- i don't know the real name thats what we call it.....

Camp olympics yesterday turned into a massive water war ... not only water but eggs too wow was that awesome! then after that wonderful experiance headed to briana's i'm going to miss her she left for france today. I'm glad i got to hang with her the last 2 days before she left. i wish her the best trip ever!! 

now i'm waiting for my wonderful rap cd to finish because thats all the little kids listen to is rap... dude also got paid to sit around and watch the teenage mutant ninja turtles!!! how awesome is that tomarrow is the second movie..... we are soooo busy at work can't u tell!!!

hope everyone is having an awesome summer.......peace out

today was a wet t-shirt contest at work... it was pretty awesome.
my little boyfriend/husband thinks the good thing to do is slap my ass now.... i'm thinking not so much. he also helped in the contest by dumping a bucket of water on me.
got home and talked to rob... awesome kid he was going to the mets game tonight i was sooooo jelouse. but it's alright me and him are definatly making plans to hang out before the summer is over hopefully sooner then later.
then randomly going to briana's before she leaves for france tomarrow..... watched the brewed dvd... which was really cool
came home to find a house with some of my brothers friends... watching scream.
other then that trying just to be happy.... not that happy that is the pretend everyday happy but the happy in the heart. Pretending to be happy while being really upset soo u smile and laugh pretending everything is fine.
later all

The absorption of your concern is sucking the inner me to nothing. Controlling and no longer understanding you seem to visualize that you can prevent everything from happening. As though, I am the bubble floating through the air with you as the wind directing the path of my ways. No longer in control. I do not want the understanding that you think you seem to have on me, because if you did understand you would have seen this all along.  As the happiness of one another fades away I look to see it in your face over time. No longer lost in the precious eyes to comfort but to the immature ways of your soul. As mature as you thought you were it was just the acts of the days. Trying to be more then what you were to impress the ones that where in the end more true then you could ever be. Your moods are like the change like the weather. Every day it is meeting and learning a new person no way of yours is ever the same. The sweet kisses have turned to the kisses of death. Once warm and wanting but now burning like the dry ice of your heart.  No longer longing the moment to get up to be with  you but to stay asleep forever to be away from you. Wishing for the tides to change so I will have my day and reflect on your misfortune of your lost life. The life you lost when you took mine away to make it your own.


such a shitty mood and those emotions fit me well
some guys need to learn
yes i did write that.............

Current Mood: pissed off